So. I can't sleep. Haha. What else is new :U. I'm an insominac so it kind of makes it hard for me to do so. And I figured, hey, if it's 5am, I might as well f'ing stay up anyways cause my mom will throw a fit. Not only that, but I'm feeling absoultely fine. As I've said, my maxmium length of stayin up has been an entire WEEK. That was a FUN week. The toaster started talking to me. Anyways, onto other details...

CHRISTMAS CARDS. YES. YES.
I have 2 completely done. So much work. I already churned out two more cards that I have sketched out with full ideas, nearly all the speech bubbles filled...I just need to ink a bit more, erase, and then color. I have nearly all of MY Lithuania's second part of her card all inked out. It's coming out nicely and I love it. I'll be churning out more soon enough, I have a lot of orders to fill out and I AIM TO DO THIS. I won't procrastinate, I swear. You wanna know how? Well, I'm putting the time that I'm up now thanks to being an insominac to good use. I decided I'll go to bed much later tonight, on a normal time, and work throughout the day all on Christmas cards. If I love you, I'm making you a card. Srsly. I have a lot of love for my friends. ILU GAIS ;A;

Anyways. Other than that...Idk. I'm going back to Conway this thursday, probably going to stay the night at Belarus's house (THE ONCE IN A BLUE MOON I ACTUALLY STAY THERE. ILU. But then again, she herself is hardly there XD) and hoping of course to have Belarus hanging out with me for a while. I was going to pick up N Italy the next morning, hang out at west campus with all of the AMAZING countries and hopefully spend the day drawing and hanging out with N Italy and Belarus, if possible. Definitely N Italy >w<. I might get to go see Trans-Siberian Orchestra with N Italy Saturday too! That'd be awesome <3. And then either head back up to Midland saturday or sunday night with my browski (Thailand) in tow for the holidays. Oh, and fff, I need to drop off that stupid DVR Robert is ragging my ass about. I'm tempted to fucking dump the piece of shit in water, make sure it doesn't work, and return it to his happy ass. Fucking love that piece of trash more than your own daughter. I'm still pretty pissed off about how everything went down. I think...I completely want to disown my father. I never really want to see his fucking face again, he makes me fucking sick. I hate him. So much.

Anyways, I hope it snows. I really hope it does. I can deal with cold weather but I'll gripe cause I get cold easily. But if there's snow at least that's a benefit of the cold. I love the winter, it's so pretty, even though life itself seems to have frozen to a standstill. White is just so pretty. It's weird how in eastern culture it's a sign of death and that ties in so well with the winter months. And what about a wedding you might say? Personally, I want my wedding dress to be green. It's my favorite color >w<. Green, whites, blacks, and greys. I like it. That's if I ever get married PFFFT. GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. Well, maybe to Toris~ (SORRY EDUARD, I ADORE MY MISTRESS ;~;.) <3333333

I also hope I get a job soon. I aim to buy my Russia cosplay since the fag who promised me a Russia cosplay hasn't walked the walk. What's the point of that? Don't fucking lie you prick, you didn't have to promise me anything and now you've earned yourself a reputation for a liar and just a faggot in general. So, I'm hoping to buy soft violet contacts for my eyes. I wear glasses and RUSSIA DOESN'T WEAR GLASSES. PROBLEM. I think it'd be pimping to wear those contacts though ;v;. I hate contacts but that's beside the point. If they give me purple eyes, that's well worth the annoyance that they cause me <3. Also the cosplay, the wig...It all depends on what outfit I buy and everything that comes with it. I need to find a good pair of boots that make me taller too. I'm only about 5'4 or 5'6, I haven't measured in awhile. If my Belarus is like, freaking 5'11, I NEED TO BE MUCH TALLER, OTL. Speaking of Belarus...I SERIOUSLY WANT HER TO GET A BELARUS COSPLAY AND WEAR IT. PLEASE BELARUS? I'D DO ANYTHING. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. PLEASE WEAR A DRESS, EVEN IF YOU'LL KILL ME FOR IT LATER ;~;. I can't be a Russia without my Belarus, please?

Fff. I need to work on those cards instead of this journal. I like to rant. Derp.

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I. CAN'T. WAIT. SRSLY. UNF. I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS SO HARD, ESPECIALLY TORIS. UNF.




-w- Derp.

ALSO I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO THIS SONG. "KISS ME THRU THE PHONE" WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME HAHAHAHAHAHA. I LOVE IT. MAKE IT STOP.

BABY YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU, I WANNA GET WITH YOU TONIGHT BUT I CANNOT BABY GIRL AND THAT'S THE ISSUE. YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU, I JUST WANT TO KISS YOU, BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THRU THE PHONE, THROUGH THE PHONE. I'LL SEE YOU LATER ON, LATER ON. KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE KISS ME, THROUGH THE PHONE. I'LL SEE YOU WHEN I GET HOME, GET HOME.~